Sweetest obsession

2008-12-28T14:00:00.003+08:00

2008-06-06T21:56:00.004+08:00

TGTGTGTGTGIF

shifting to lj for good. (:
too troublesome to update 2 blogs. heh.
OMS.
it's finally friday i am so happy.
attachment is like super draining.
kinda getting used to it already though.
and heh wanxuan has been a really good buddy!
glad i've her to talk to during children's nap time and all.
so all's good so far i guess. (:
OH. and i've come to a conclusion that i'm never going to be a child care teacher.
i always thought i'd be a child care teacher in future but heh looks like it's never going to happen now.
i've decided to focus on something else already.
something i realised i want to do and wish to do.
something i prayed about and now am going to set my heart, mind and soul to try my best to do it.
so yeah... (:
anyway, went to meet greg for his dinner just now.
so happy to see him after one tiring week at the child care. (:
loads to rant and all so it was good he was there to listen. (:

i need your loving hands to come and pick me up

2008-05-31T10:07:00.004+08:00

morning love

heh heh heh heh heh.
read weejia's lj, decided to do this boring quiz too! (((:

1. How tall are you?
158

2. Have you ever been unfaithful in a relationship?
neh. not ever.

3. Do you own a gun?
water gun? LOL.

4. If you had a mental disorder, what would it be?
let's see. separation anxiety disorder.

5. How many letters are in your crush's name?
none.

6. What do you think of hot dogs?
some are nice some are not. depends.

7. What's your favorite Christmas song?
all i want for christmas

8. What do you prefer to drink in the morning?
water

9. Do you do push-ups?
neh haha.

10. Have you ever done ecstasy?
nope.

11. Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?
yeah! =D

12. Do you like the rain?
not when i'm out

13.Do you own a knife?
yeah. i have many types of knives.

14. What do you smell like?
oh now i smell like cocoa butter!

15. Do you have A.D.D.?
nope.

16. Full initials?
MNYL

17. Name 3 thoughts at this exact moment:
yay meeting greg later, oh no it looks like it's gonna rain, please don't rain

18. Name the last 3 things you have bought today?
i just woke up!

19. Name five drinks you regularly drink, in order most to least.
green tea, water, green tea, water, green tea

20. What time did you wake up today?
945am

21. Can you spell?
yeah

22. Current worry?
field practicum next week. BOO. ):

23. Favorite place to be?
any place as long as greg's there. (:

24. Least favorite place to be?
super dirty, smelly, stuffy places

25. Where would you like to go?
new zealand to play with the sheep

26. Do you own slippers?
yeah

27. What do you think you'll be?
either in the psychology line or the teaching line.

28. Do you burn or tan?
tan

29.Yellow or blue?
yellow

30. Would you be a pirate?
nope.

31.Last time your cell rang?
10.01am

32. What songs do you sing in the shower?
i just hum to whatever songs i like.

33. What did you fear was going to get you at night as a child?
bogey man

34. What's in your pockets right now?
no pockets!

35. Last thing that made you laugh?
it was just yesterday. but i can't remember what happened. LOL.

36. Best bed sheets you had as a child?
errrrr... i can't remember man.

37. Worst injury you've ever had?
slipped and hurt my leg

38. What is your GPA?
okay, i've 5 gpas so far. hahaha. the first was 3.0. the rest are lousy i shan't say. LOL.

39. How many TVs do you have in your house?
2

40. Who is your loudest friend?
i have many loud friends.

41. Who is your most silent friend?
i have a few silent quiet friends.

42. Does someone have a crush on you?
i've no idea.

43. Do you wish on stars?
sometimes.

44. What is your favourite book?
alice's adventures in wonderland and through the looking glass

45. What song did you last hear?
the birds chirping.

46. What were you doing at 12am last night?
sleeping

47. What was the first thing you thought of when you woke up?
greg? the both of us have this morning thing where the first thing we do
when we wake up is to check our phone to see if i've a msg from him/he has a msg from me.
it's kinda like a natural reflex.

48. Does anyone know your password to your email?
yeah

49. What was the last thing you ordered at McDonalds?
errrr... hot cakes and sausage dinosaur years ago.

50. Are you an emotional person?
yeah kinda

51. Do you like your school?
i'd love it to the max if there are no assignments and projects.

52. Do you believe in love at first sight?
maybe.

53. Ever felt jealous of your friend?
yeah.

54. What was the last thing you did?
brush my teeth?

55. Who is right next to you?
no one

56. Who was the last person you ate with?
greg

57. What song are you listening to right now?
not listening. it's super peaceful and serene i like.

58. How's the weather right now?
windy

59. Last person who called you today?
daddy

60. Last song you sang?
teardrops on my guitar

61. Last time you danced?
like dinosaur years ago in secondary school.

62. Lost a friendship over something stupid?
yeah kinda

63. Last thing you ate?
spaghetti last dinner

64. Been really depressed before?
not really really depressed.

65. Faked being sick to miss school?
yes

66. Current taste?
nothing

67. Who is the person that posted this survey?
weejia

68. What are you wearing right now?
fbt and ngee ann tee

69. Are you too shy to ask anyone out?
i think so. lol.

70. What is the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
the legs i think. maybe the eyes?

71. Where are you right now?
in the room

72. What date and day is it?
31st may, saturday

73. Did you go anywhere today?
nope not yet. later.

74. What did you do there?
-

75. How old are you?
19

76. Are you mature or immature?
a mix of both i would say

77. Do you call your parents by their first name?
nope

78. Are you an only child?
i've a younger brother who looks older than me lol

79. Where do you go shopping?
online and sometimes out

80. Do you like where you work?
i don't work i hate to work.

81. Do you like books?
sometimes when i'm in a reading mood

82. Do you want to get married?
yeah!

83. To whom?
greg i hope =D

edited/
okay, made of honour's really really nice.
many many thumbs up! (((:
boo to the wet wet weather.
yay to the company and movie. (((:

2008-05-30T22:59:00.000+08:00

TLC

TLC = Tender Loving Care
i was just thinking about a wedding i attended not long ago
and a part of what Father Lau said.

he talked about TLC balm.
like when the husband comes home from work,
and is all tired and worn out,
the wife should take out her TLC balm from the the first aid kit and apply it on her husband
and vice versa.
TLC balm contains lots of tender loving care(ya like the name suggests)
understanding, faith, patience, trust are also added in the TLC balm.
every husband and wife should have a TLC balm at home.
with this TLC balm, and God, the marriage will go on happily and blissfully.

and i think that this TLC balm can be applied to relationships before marriage too.
if the boyfriend has had a rough day, with many tests to study, assignments to complete,
or even when there's a quarrel or whatsoever,
the girlfriend can take out her TLC balm from the first aid kit and apply it on her boyfriend
and vice versa.
it's kinda like we've to try to see it from the other party's point of view
and try to understand what they're going through and all.
it's easier said than done but yeah.. haha, i was just thinking about it.
okay, anyway, had dinner with greg.
this week feels like a long week so we were very happy we could finally see each other just now. =D
next week's gonna feel even longer than this week i think.
ATTACHMENT IS ON MONDAY OMGOODNESS. ):
i shall just look super forward to the weekends every week.
yes, that's it. that's what i'm going to do and shall do every week.
actually, i've been doing it every week. lol.
i'm just going to look forward to weekends more now. YES.
made of honour tomorrow! (:
okay goodnight byebye.

2008-05-28T19:21:00.001+08:00

i wonder why

QUACK QUACK.
my throat's getting slightly better.
but boo. sometimes when i talk, i'd sound like a duck. =\
i'm bored.
went to school yesterday to do some project.
postpone massage today to another day because mummy says i should rest at home.
mahjong-ed today with the family to cure boredom.
okay, my whole family's sick so yeah... all at home on a weekday.
LOL. and i've been playing pokemon with bro's psp.
my charizard is like level 75 and i've completed the whole game already.
i'm so proud of myself. HAHAHAHA.
i deleted the whole game and i'm gonna start a new one tonight. lol.
there's school tomorrow.
and omgoodness attachment is gonna start in less than a week's time.
i'm dreadddddddddding it. sooooooooooooooooo much. =\
hello greg love, call me soon call me soon. i need to rant.

2008-05-26T11:13:00.001+08:00

my endless love

BOO. ):
i hate to fall sick, seriously.
okay, no one likes to fall sick.
oh wells. ):
the good thing's that my fever's gone now.
greg and i were supposed to watch made of honour yesteryday
but i had fever so we didn't catch the show. ):
he came to visit so yay to that. (:
hope everything's alright for him at air force school. (:
read diy's blog.
and boo. this thursday's the last day we're going to meet till the next field practicum tutorial.
and there's only 3 tutorials.
so in 2 months of field practicum, we only see each other 3 times. OMGOODNESS.
that sucks.
oh wells.

2008-05-23T12:17:00.001+08:00

willy wolly

i've no idea what my title means. LOL.

SAD PART OF THE ENTRY:
i'm posted to cuddle kids playhouse at WOODLANDS for my field practicum.
boo. i've to travel there every morning during peak hour and travel back during peak hour.
I DISLIKE OFFICE/PEAK HOUR CROWDS.
some of my friends got posted to unreasonably far away places
like pasir ris/toa payoh when they're staying in the north/west.
i've no idea how they go about picking the centres and posting us to the centres.
the thought of going there every day and coming home not being able to rest much
because we need to prepare lessons and materials and all just stresses me out.
34 days of field practicum sounds super short but it's going to feel like eternity.
and when we don't get paid.
$1 a day also good seriously. at least i feel appreciated or something like that.
RAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
maybe i shouldn't complain so much because there are friends who got more ridiculous places.
i should feel happy about my posting? NOT.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH BOOOOOOOOOOOOO. ):

OKAY NOW FOR THE HAPPY PART:
social night last evening at the arena was quite fun actually.
more fun than i had expected. haha.
we wanted to catch indiana jones with some of his friends after that but but but
greg and i and some of them were feeling a little tipsy so we all went home. LOL.
we were just a teeny weeny bit high i think. hahahaha.
but it was alright lah, we managed to get home.
oh and he has friendly friends so it wasn't so bad, i wasn't feeling uncomfortable and all. (:
and he has to book in now and book out again this evening.
how troublesome is that, they should just let them have long weekend kinda thing.
LALALALALALALALALALALA.

2008-05-23T12:17:00.000+08:00

willy wolly

i've no idea what my title means. LOL.

2008-05-19T09:37:00.002+08:00

under the big blue sky

let's see.
today's monday and there's no work/school for everyone! ((:
speed racer with greg on saturday!
rain looks really funny in the show, seriously. haha.
nice funny show! kinda like it. (:
tanning after church at greg's yesterday.
managed to get a teeny weeny bit of tan. LOL.
went back up to have lunch, chill then have dinner. (((:
i love long weekends because i get to see greg more. (((:
and i love to see him because he makes me happy. (((:
and i find it quite amazing because we've been together for so many years
and it still excites me every single time i'm going to see him.
sometimes i get so excited the night before that i find it hard to fall asleep. lol.
many people get bored of the person they get together with after some time, you see.
HAPPY 47TH MONTH! (((:
so i really thank God for looking after this relationship of mine. (((:
this week's going to be a fun-filled week. (((:
i love this week. (((:
i'm feeling super happy. (((:

2008-05-15T14:55:00.001+08:00

where ever you go

haha. took it from diy's blog.
this was taken like last week i think. (:
YAY. feeling rather happy today.
maybe because tutorials ended early today and greg's booking out tomorrow and
nicole just called me not long ago to tell me about bintan. HAHA. ((:
she called to ask about the extra beds, price range for activities and all. sounds good!
YAY. and she calculated, we can save $1000 plus by then if we save $3 a day.
HAHAHAHAHAHA. (((:
we're like so excited already, we wish time would just fast forward till then. ((((:
next week's gonna be a happy week!
monday: vesak day no school
tuesday: mac's breakfast with diy and DAC/CIRPE tutorials
wednesday: no school
thursday: DAC lecture, CIRPE tutorial(cancelled) and greg's air wing social night
friday: no school
COOOOOOOOOOOOOLNESS.
we've only 6 hours (less actually because we always end early) of school next week.
((((((:
i'm like super mega happy today, today feels like a friday. HAHAHA. ((((:

2008-05-14T11:13:00.001+08:00

my wishing star

it's raining cows and sheeps.
with super loud moos and bahs here and there.
boo.
there's no school today. (:
next thursday's kinda like the last lecture?
i've no idea. hope it really is yeah?
next friday's lesson's on MeL. YAY. (:
i won't have to wake up early for school!
AHHH. we're gonna have our field practicum soon.
that's seriously not very nice to hear.
we're not paid and we've to go down to the centre every day from 8 to 5pm
or something like that.
boo.
after like so long, i realised that i love children,
but an early childhood educator is not what i really want to do in future.
i feel a little lost.
pray mel, pray. pray mel, pray.

2008-05-12T11:53:00.001+08:00

runny nose bug

AHHHHH. runny nose sucks. BOO. ):
mother's day yesterday was spent mahjonging and some card games with greg, szerui and bryan.
it's becoming like a weekly thing. cool. haha. ((:
and then simple dinner with the family. (:
the love of weekends. i love weekends. ((:
i did my literature review and it was quite shitty i feel.
i've no idea how to go about doing it. boo. oh wells.
ahhhh! my ear's blocked. lol.
OMS, this year pass super fast you know. half a year is almost gone.
and it's like the 5th week of school for me already! (:

2008-05-10T22:41:00.001+08:00

title
i seriously can't think of a title today. lol.
catching up session with val and sarahp yester-evening night!
it was great seeing them after a long tiring week at school.
sarahp came to meet us at like 930pm. and was as energetic as ever. hahahaha.
really really really really glad to see them! more of these okay! (:
watched what happened in vegas with greg today. not too bad! quite nice actually. (:
AHHHHH. i am really seriously superly megaly duperly stuck with my literature review.
i've no idea how to go about starting it, doing it.
it's due on monday!!!! HOW HOW NOW NOW GREEN GREEN COW COW. ):
oh, i wish i could teleport. LOL. super random but ya. i really wish i can teleport.
or or or a portable home also can! HAHA.
psychology? teaching? social work?
psychology? teaching? social work?
psychology? teaching? social work?
=\

2008-05-07T15:21:00.002+08:00

hot like fire

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, KUTI CHRISTIE JANE PILLAY! (((:
OMS, my thighs and butt still has that burning sensation from the slimming treatment.
it's complimentary. but you know complimentary don't always mean complimentary.
diy and i ended up making appointment and paying for massage and facial respectively.
the people there really know how to talk you into trying their other treatments. LOL.
okay, back to the treatment. IT IS SERIOUSLY A DAMN HOT TREATMENT.
I HAVE NEVER FELT THIS HOT IN MY WHOLE 19 YEARS OF LIFE.
IT WAS BURNING LIKE WE'RE TRAPPED IN A FIRE.
I THOUGHT MY THIGHS AND BUTT WOULD BE SCARRED FOR LIFE.
the therapist says it's normal for the both of us because our skin is thin and stuff like that.
it is still burning now and it's supposedly burning the fats away. haha.
first and last time i guess. i'd not do it ever again. it's too hot for me. lol.
their slimming treatment package for students is quite attractive but i'd probably die if i had to go through this burning thing again.
massage next. no burning sensation and it also helps keep us in shape. GOOD.
okay... it's time to continue with my chapter 3 summary and figure out how to do the literature review.
boo. assignments are poo.
greg got engineering offers from nus and ntu. so how now green cow. appeal? accept? reject? LOL.
OH, and my blueblack is let's see.... 5cm BIG. it is awfully awful. boo.
HEH. red and green. so christmas-sy. loving it. (:
AHHHHH the thunder is mega loud. it's so scary like one hundred billion drums are playing at the same time.
i hate thunder and lightning. boo. ):

2008-05-06T18:34:00.002+08:00

just you and i

AHHHH. every week we have at least 1 assignment to hand in. boo. =\
diy and i went to alter some clothes after school, we could melt under that hot hot sun, seriously.

then it started raining suddenly and stopped suddenly.
weird weather we have.
bangkok trip from 18th to 21st June is confirmed. kinda happy yet kinda sad.
19th June is a special day. it's my 4th year with greg.
godma can't make go the week before 19th and we only have 2 weeks holiday so oh wells.
but it's okay lah i guess? we can still meet on sunday.
blue is the colour for today.
happy thing: VS bikini arrived in Singapore already. (so this should be a happy colour)

2008-05-01T19:48:00.001+08:00

sleepyhead

HAHA. i seem to be feeling sleepy every day. i've no idea why.
met up with maine and landa yester-evening/night. yay. love meet ups every week! (:
then greg came to kinda like go home with me. (: heh.
he just booked in and will be booking out again tomorrow! (:
haha. i'm still stuck with chapter 12 summary. no inspiration at all. that kinda sucks.
my plan to finish it up yesterday afternoon failed. couldn't understand the whole chapter at all.
so, i'd have to chiong it tomorrow so i won't have to do any assignments during the weekends.
weekends aren't for doing assignments man. so yeah.. i shall finish it tomorrow! (:
OH heh i'd be collecting my spectacles tomorrow. lol. lalalalala.
oh anyway, greg and i watched ironman today! 10 thumbs 10 toes up! (:
i don't usually like to watch shows that end with a -man. if you get what i mean. LOL.
but ironman's good! haha. (:
let's see, black is so boring now. i'm in a errr... err.... orange red mood today!
YAY. (:

2008-04-29T14:15:00.002+08:00

so precious and pure

let's add some colours. HAHA.
is it summer time? it's so very hot every single day. =\
dinner with maine tomorrow then landa will join us for ice cream. then meeting greg. (((:
YAY. book out tomorrow night, book in thursday night, book out friday evening/night, book in sunday evening/night! (((:
this week is love love love. (((:
ended at 11am yesterday and today, no school tomorrow, labour day on thursday, end at 11am on friday. (((:
okay... i'm stuck with chapter 12 summary. i've no idea what chapter 12 is talking about, seriously. HELP.
boo. ahhhhh and there's no CIRPE tutorial this week. =\
i shall read and read and read chapter 12 until i get some inspiration to write. LOL.
oooooh. i made new spectacles today. hahahaha. gonna switch between contacts and specs now.
not good to wear contacts 24/7. so yeah... i shall listen to the optician or whatever you call that and take care of my eyes. (((:

2008-04-27T13:50:00.001+08:00

bbq-ed

OMS. seriously ah. the sun today kills. it's like damn hot. we can seriously fry an egg out there on the road. boo.

the sun's good but not this kinda so super hot hot sun. if you get what i mean. hahaha.
today's another lovely day with greg. (:
but but but today my nose decided to be naughty.
sucks to have a runny nose when the weather's so very hot.
i'm so so so so so sleepy again.
oh and ah ma's dinner last night was kinda nice. so yeah.. everything's good. (:
ahhh. greg's booking in soooooon. ):
but it's okay. hopefully he'd book out on wednesday night or thursday morning.

2008-04-26T13:29:00.001+08:00

just a little unwell

i just came home from a church wedding and lunch. so touching and so lovely.
i can't wait to get married, seriously. heh.
feeling rather flu-ish and super lethargic these few days. boo. =\
oh yay. 3/5 of my spree items are in singapore already. just hope the organisers will mail them out soon.
crystal jade with landa and maine for dinner yesterday. catching up is the love. (:
off to meet greg after that at bukit panjang interchange. i was having stomach ache and was super tired.
he piggy backed me home. love piggy back rides. (:
i wish the canal path would never end, really. or time would just stop.
greg's ah ma's birthday dinner tonight.
so tired i need to sleep or i might fall asleep while eating. lol.

2008-04-23T12:01:00.002+08:00

melt under the sun

IT'S WEDNESDAY! NO SCHOOL TODAY!
i finished up the brainstorm web and my summary for an article. yay. (:
so mega warm today oms we can fry an egg on the floor.
it's the 23rd already, maine! hahaha are u excited, hk's coming back soooooon! ((:
hello greg darling, all the best add more oil and petrol for your 5km run today okay. i miss you plenty much.
i shall eat my sugar bread now!! bye. (((:

2008-04-18T20:08:00.000+08:00

one love so real

spend my life with you by eric benet is like the love man. i'm so in love with the song,
i can hear it over and over again and again. and i can totally feel the song.
if you get what i mean. hahahaha. ((:
anyway, VS spree anyone?? (((:
HERE HERE!
YAY. greg booked out already. i've like so so so so so many things to tell him,
tomorrow's gonna be a very thirsty day. LOL.
the things i want to tell him accumulates every day every night.
the time we have talking on the phone every night is like quite limited you see. so ya. heh. ((( :
met up with maine today at westmall for lunch and some catching up!
and we did some keychain thingy for our parents, siblings and boyfriends. LOL.
i'm broke. haha. save money time!!!!! (((:
anyway, happy birthday antaeus! if you even read my blog. haha!

2008-04-16T14:52:00.003+08:00

the killer weather

let's see. many things happened. shan't go into tiny details of those happenings. heh.

1. greg booked out last friday. when i was about to go to sleep, he said he was on his way to my house already. what a pleasant surprise and perfect ending to my day. (:
i thought he'll be booking out on saturdays. but nope, he'll be booking out every friday evening/night now.
i am so happy.

2. stayover at maine's was fun. pictures at landa's lj

3amrewinds. i'm too lazy to upload.

and yes, all three of us miss old times super very much. oh wells.

3. i got my dog already. BUT, i am now so stressed over the cute tiny little puppy. i can't believe it.
i thought i could cope with it and try to overcome my fear of dogs. i tried already, BUT, i can't.
i've no idea why. sucks right. oh wells. how now yellow cow. =\

4. school has started and our timetable's super slack. BUT, we were bombed with many assignments
on the first and second day of school. this is why our timetable's so free. looks free but actually, we're suppose to use those free times to do our assignments. boo.

5. this time, field practicum starts after the 8th week of school. probably after the june holidays.
what's not so nice to hear is that we've attachment every day from mondays to fridays from 8 to 5pm or 830 to 5pm. and we do not get paid. free labour yes? oh wells.
just hope i get nice child care center which is nearby, with nice teachers, nice children.

6. anyone wants Gojane stuffs? organiser needs another USD 66.09 to close the spree.
i really hope the spree closes soon because the other time,
my sandals went out of stock because the spree took so long to close. ):
GO GO GO HERE!

2008-04-09T11:16:00.001+08:00

sit at the end of the rainbow

click to enlarge! (:
i'm bored so yeah..

2008-04-07T09:37:00.001+08:00

fly fly high up to the sky

AHHHH. i was woken up by some unknown caller who called 3 times.
A Smelly Skunk

HEH. i finally saw greg yesterday after 2 weeks. so super happy, really.
wish i could stay longer but we had to leave safti by 12. so boo. =\
and i just realised the 38 weeks ocs course starts only TODAY. OMS.
so last 2 weeks didn't count.
double boo.
one more week one more week.

had lunch with his family after that. kinda weird because greg wasn't there.
but it was okay lah. heh. (:

last week of school holidays. omgoodness.
i kinda like don't feel like going back to school yet. lol.
oh wells!

2008-04-05T12:38:00.000+08:00

special pig

greg got reposted to air wing. good or bad i also don't really know.
but heh. kinda cool. lol. (:
gonna visit him tomorrow with his family. dinosaur years since we last met man.

school's starting in about a week's time. i can forget about working. lol.
i didn't work the whole holiday lah. oms. =\
i'm a lazy pig. i sleep, eat, bathe, play and go out.
not very good actually. haha. brain dead.

2008-04-04T20:16:00.000+08:00

every now and then

officer gregory lim yi rui requested for more entries. so yeah... haha. (:
out with landa and maine on tuesday. haven't laughed so much for quite some time. so it was a mega happy day. (:
next week, stayover. i can't wait! ((:

OH MY SON. I AM VERY VERY UPSET. the sandals i ordered is out of stock.
there are like 5 colours. all 5 colours don't have my size already. boo. =\
i wish i had magic. then i can just hey, sandals appear now.

AHH. my upper lip is itching again. ): not cool. boo.

OH school's starting soooooooooooooooooooooooooon. kinda looking forward to it, kinda not looking forward to it.
haha. oh wells. year 3 should just zoom pass.

2008-03-28T19:56:00.001+08:00

stay for a while now

it's quite tough really. i thought i could handle it because we've already been through the 17 days.
but that was like few months back.
20 days is just too long.
oh wells. i must be strong. i must be strong.

nicole, aaron says okay to bintan trip. you you you?? let me know okay.
i know still long more but must roughly plan first. ask ben too if you can.
it's so difficult to get to him lah. lol.

next week out with landa and maine, diy and myra.
and out with val hopefully. (:

i can trip and, if i can fall into your arms
i can stay there my whole life
i can't smile, can't dream like a child
can't feel safe in this wide world without you

2008-03-26T21:21:00.001+08:00

zoom zooom zoooom

okay.. haha. these 2 weeks are like honeymoon period for the ocs people kinda thing.
greg had so much free time to call me today. so today's a mega happy day. haha. (((:

and today i went to the hospital with parents for daddy's doctor's appointment then went to get some new stocks for bigfatdinosaur.
PLEASE SUPPORT OKAY. SANKS. ((((:

bigfatdinosaur

hello everybody, go join VS spreeeee here!
i'm advertising for the organiser because i want her to close the spree soon. heh heh. (((:

and and and i can't wait for trip to bintan next year with greg!
nicole!!!!!! let's go together!!! ask ben too!! and aaron too! and all your other halves too!!! (((((:
let's revive the old days. hahahaha. (((:

now for the sad part,
OMS, i'm like having some pimple breakout or something. boo. ): oh wells.

2008-03-24T10:10:00.001+08:00

boo. ):
greg booked in early this morning.
3 weeks confinement. =\ worse than the 17 days in tekong.
that sucks damn bad. oh wells.
praying helps calm me down.
why do the ocs people get confine for 3 weeks and sispec don't. or do they?
ahhh. we should run away to new zealand to play with the sheep.

2008-03-21T13:11:00.002+08:00

good friday

i'm so proud of you, love! congratulations, you got posted to OCS! ((:
yes sir no sir whatever sir. haha. love you lah.

i've been seeing greg almost everyday since he popped.
which is quite bad because i've to start all over again in starting to
get used to not seeing him everyday. that sucks. but it'll be fine. i hope. (:

anyway, saw the youth people yesterday after so long. and nicole too!
and nicole, love you too! miss the times we had fun serving God together.
let's go out together some day with ben okay. (:

2008-03-19T19:20:00.001+08:00

let's run away, okay?

happy 45th month, love. (:
and many more months to come.
i'm glad we survived your bmt days. (: next up: OCS / SISPEC(?) or whatever unit equally sucky lah.
but we'll pull through it. lol.
thanks for always being there to listen to my nonsense and all, really.
you make me upset sometimes, but heh love you still. (:
and our journal entry book is like the love man. hahaha. (((:

oh, it rained super heavily today. oms. not good not good. haha. tomorrow will be a good day i hope. (:

i've a new idol everyone! zhang na la. lol. i feel so happy watching her shows. mummy bought like most of her shows and we chionged them all. every show's done! hahaha. if you've nothing to do at home, go and buy her shows and watch. so funny so sad so happy so interesting and so exciting. LOL.

hello, and i miss val and sarah p a lot a lot a lot a lot.
i was so happy to see val on sunday and thanks again for the presents, vally!! ((:

2008-03-17T17:39:00.003+08:00

the sun shining so brightly

heh. sentosa with greg today! it rained for a little while. or rather on and off then the sun became so very hot. ((:
finally not yellow anymore!! ((((: hohohohohoho. picnic next. (:

okay damn lazy to upload photos. lol.

saturday was out with landa and maine! chatting and walking, then ben and jerry's. ooooooh. so yummalicious. we should just buy the whole shop and just spend our time together there chatting and lazing around. LOL. ((((:
the worse thing that happened that day: WE FORGOT TO TAKE PICTURES. BOO. first time ever.

2008-03-14T20:28:00.002+08:00

my heart melted

AHHH mega boredom!!
my mother keeps asking when i'm going to look for a job. =\ i don't feel like working yet. boo.
applied for relief teaching but didn't call up schools. too lazy, seriously.
the thought of having to wake up at 5 plus 6am in the morning is sooooo not good. haha. see how lah huh.
i shall find a work from home job. lol.
i can't wait for tomorrow! i've a date with landa and maine! ooooh, we love meet ups. (((:
God, i pray for good weather every day. i don't like the rain when i want to go out and play.
the rain is only good when i'm staying home but i've stayed at home long enough. let me go out and have some fun. (:
i can't wait for next week too. greg and i are going for a picnic one day and another day to sentosa to stroll if the weather allow us to.
town's just not a nice place for us to go anymore. haha.

i spot greg. hahahahahaha. (((((((((((((((:

2008-03-13T18:52:00.000+08:00

grow old with you

click to enlarge. (:

OH! and step up 2. it's not as nice as i expected it to be. oh wells.
and i watched the notebook. i know i'm damn slow. but heh, still not too late.
it's like one of the bestest movies i've ever watched, really.
go watch it if you haven't. super good show, i promise. (:

and here's the little bulldog we're considering!

2008-03-10T15:09:00.001+08:00

everything's alright now

again, click to enlarge! (:

i can open your eyes
take you wonder by wonder
over, sideways and under
on a magic carpet ride

2008-03-08T12:18:00.001+08:00

little surprises here and there

as usual, click to enlarge if you wanna read it. (:

byebye.

edited/
greg came over for a little while after lunch. he met me and gave me a pretty little red surprise. lol. (: he've to book in soon. boo. but it's okay! POP sooooon! ((((:

2008-03-06T14:43:00.002+08:00

boredom

click to enlarge if you wanna read it. haha. (:

all the best to those taking results tomorrow! (:

nice song, i like.
I guess the time was right for us to say
We'd take our time and live our lives
Together day by day
We'll make a wish and send it on a prayer
We know our dreams can all come true
With love that we can share

With you I never wonder, will you be there for me
With you I never wonder, you're the right one for me

I finally found the love of a lifetime
A love to last my whole life through
I finally found the love of a lifetime
Forever in my heart
I finally found the love of a lifetime

With every kiss, our love is like brand-new
And every star up in the sky
Was made for me and you
Still we both know that the road is long
We know that we will be together
Because our love is strong

i love mummy, daddy, bryan and greg.
k bye.

2008-03-02T11:54:00.000+08:00

precious time

i just came home from church not long ago. sucks to be me, seriously. i thought that my foot is not healing because maybe i stayed at home for too long. so yesterday, i met greg and we went out. my foot got worse. boo. ): he had to be my walking stick. i walked as slow as a snail. maybe even slower. =\ sucks. another week of rotting at home? oh my son. just kill me.

there's something to be happy about though. heh. (: this coming week is greg last week of bmt! YAY YAY YAY. and i'll probably be going for his pass out parade with his mummy. (:

2008-03-01T11:24:00.002+08:00

peeeeekchures

thank you, bestfriends. love love. (:

YAY. pictures as promised. (: belated birthday celebration kinda thing with greg tonight after mass. actually it's not really a belated thing. hahaha. it's just to make our going out sound a little nicer. LOL. one movie after another tonight! (: that is if my foot doesn't give me problems after mass. =\

tooooodles. i love you myra. hahahahahha. randomly professing my love for you. boo. hahahha.

2008-02-28T16:33:00.001+08:00

the surprise

thank you all who wished!! (((:

landa and maine! thanks so much for the surprise. it was seriously unexpected! the both of you made my day! (((: i thought i was gonna die of boredom at home because of my leg then doorbell rang and tadah! so touched, really. (: nice catching up and all. i love you two. and cheers to our 7th year of happy precious friendship! (: pictures will be uploaded when maine send me the pictures! (:

2008-02-27T12:56:00.002+08:00

it's something special

WHY DOES MY FOOT STILL HURTS? boo. ):
all i can do is stay home all day, watch tv, eat, sleep, online shop and lose a lot of weight. my brain cells are dying, i'm disappearing. ): lol. myra keeps me sane by talking to me almost every day online. haha. where's my present, miss rara ho? ((:

half of today's entry in the greg-mel journal is written in CHINESE. OMS. hahaha. it keeps my brain working at least. i had to think so hard of how to write some words. i think greg is going to have quite a hard time reading it. hahaha. but it's okay. quite entertaining. lalalala.

2008-02-24T13:13:00.001+08:00

tumbled down

OMS. i slide down from my bed on thursday. and hurt my right foot. i was standing on the bed, opening the curtains then i wanted to jump down from my bed but my foot kinda lost control and slide down. okay, i've no idea how to explain it. i thought it was okay already but no, i realised it still hurts when i walk or apply pressure on it after mass today. oh sucks.

I SAW SARAH P IN CHURCH AND THAT'S THE HAPPIEST THING THAT HAPPENED TODAY.

greg and i had super late dinner last night at aaron's house because he booked out late. aunty nancy cooked and invited greg's family and i over. long long long long time since i last saw aaron. chat chat chat until we realised it was quite late, went home, and was half dead. haha.

2008-02-21T12:33:00.001+08:00

oh whee!

THE EXAMS ARE FINALLY OVERRRRRRRRRR!!!! ((((((:
I AM THE WORLD'S HAPPIEST GIRL. heh heh heh.

btw, anyone wants anything from VS? because there are not enough people at the moment to close the spree. capped at 240USD. 140.50USD more to go!!!!! anyone wants to join, please go join. hahaha. ask me for the link to the spree if you want. ((((:

2008-02-18T23:49:00.000+08:00

really good to hear your voice

1. greg and i caught jumper last saturday. it's not bad i think. haha. then mahjong at my place with bro and szerui and dinner with my family. saturday was a really happy day because i spent 13 hours straight with greg. heh. (: but sunday was a sad day because he had to book in so early. oh wells.

2. 2nd last paper today! last paper's on wednesday. mellie's a super happy girl. (:

3. i went to the doctor's again today. mild bronchitis and tonsilitis. =\ no cold drinks till i'm alright. boo. oh wells.

4. the holiday's almost here. i don't feel like calling up schools just yet to look for work. i shall call them up when i feel really really bored. yes. now i'm just too lazy to wake up so early in the morning just to go to work. heh heh.

5. hello rara, open the spree now now now now now before our bag goes oos. lol. the shirt i wanted to buy for greg oos overnight. i can't believe it. so hurrrrry k i love you. i'll treat you jelly ice cream! heh heh heh. ((((((:

6. anyway, i've always been thinking a lot about my relationship with greg. i know i've said it a million times but i've to say it once again. i feel so blessed, really so blessed that God has given me this wonderful gift. i'll treasure it and always pray and thank God for it. we've gone through so much so much together and i pray that God will continue to watch over us. (:

2008-02-14T11:07:00.001+08:00

happy vday

greg's in the jungle. no vday celebration for me today. quite sad but it's okay, we can have belated vday celebrations if we want. he'll be out of the jungle tomorrow. finally. i'll get to hear his voice after 5 long long long long days. i dislike field camps. i hope this will be the first and last one for him. boo. if he gets into ocs, he'll be in the brunei jungle for 9 days. oms. that sucks. but let's not talk about it now. i'm just glad that he'll be able to call tomorrow.

i'll be heading down to god grandmother's wake in the evening again. she passed away so peacefully. thank God. quite sad i won't be able to attend her funeral this friday. i'll be having my dpip paper. =\

mugging sucks. i can't remember anything. maybe it's the medicine. my brain can't function properly. boo.

2008-02-11T11:06:00.000+08:00

boo

i'm not feeling well. fever, flu, flu bodyache, sorethroat and headache yesterday. i nearly died. couldn't to go baozhen's house for mahjong session and couldn't send godsis off at the airport. all because of the fever and all.

no more fever today so that's a good sign i guess. this sucks. the minute greg goes for field camp, i fall sick. ): i've no appetite to eat at all. not good because i don't wanna lose anymore weight. ):

why must i fall sick now. it's like the exam period. i can't even study. brain not functioning. first paper on friday. oms. good luck to me. boo.

2008-02-06T10:22:00.000+08:00

happy cny eve

felt so mega rush yesterday. i only got my cny clothes like last night. spent the whole day shopping for clothes but see none i like. finally bought some clothes when the shops were starting to pack up and close. this is so far the most rush new year ever. oh man. blame it on my body. saw a really pretty dress at zara but i can't fit into it. the s is so mega big. this is so sad. i wanted to get it so badly. oh wells. blame it on my body. =\

dinner with godpa tonight!! ((((: yay. the happiness of chinese new year. gathering + money + mahjong + yummy food! (((:

greg is coming back in 2 hours time!! HOORAY!!! heh heh.

sorry landa, couldn't spend your birthday with you and i'll pass you your present after my exams k! love much. (:

I've been awake for a while now
You've got me feelin' like a child now
Cause everytime I see your bubbly face
I get the tingles in a silly place

2008-02-01T17:50:00.000+08:00

it's CNY time!

HOHO. lack of updates because of the mega packed schedule we have to complete all out assignments. THANK GOD EVERYTHING'S DONE ALREADY. WE'RE FREE OF ASSIGNMENTS NOW. u've no idea how happy i am. haha. ((: exams coming soon though. but it's okay. at least we've no more assignments to worry about. ((:

today's like the last day of school!!!! ((: study and chatting session with myra and diy after AST lesson! quite productive i must say. i could remember some points. heh heh. ((:

CNY's coming! CNY's coming! (((: i am so happy! i collected like a tub of 50 pineapple tarts from pavethra today and half was gone when i reached home. LOL. congratulations mellie, mr fats are gonna visit u soon. it's okay. i can afford some fats here and there. i lost a lot of weight from i've no idea what and where and how. i was like so sad. seriously, ask diy. haha. so i should gain the fats i lost at appropriate places back. YES. ((:

this week pass so quickly. i like. (: it's time to see greg again. haha. i love saturdays. ((:

2008-01-26T21:11:00.000+08:00

the weekends pass too fast

greg booked out yesterday!!! (((((: we're like super happy to see each other again after a long 17 days wait. the weekends are ending. which is a sad thing. ): he books in on monday morning and then books out again on saturday afternoon. no more friday afternoon book outs. oh wells. i've been really happy these 2 days. (: it's really sad that he has to book in again. wish he doesn't need to. oh wells. i'm still happy though. that i finally got to see him. (: he's my man. hahaha. i accompanied greg to run some errands today then we went to watch american gangster! kinda like a nice show yar. heh heh. (:

i wish to have magic. rah.

2008-01-19T11:28:00.000+08:00

happy 43 months

last night, my heart ached a little when greg was telling me how tired he feels and all. i wish i could fly over to give him a hug or something. 6 more days. (: help me pray for him k. (:

omgoodness. i've to chiong my math learning corner materials. it's due on wednesday and i'm not even halfway done. =\ so much to do so little time. that sucks.

i'll be waiting.

2008-01-15T14:17:00.000+08:00

hold you so close

OMS. i kinda screwed up my math supervision lesson today. the children were mega high today. they must have eaten some high in sugar food before i came. they were laughing hysterically for i've no idea what reason. i nearly died. luckily, my mentor intervened and like helped me a little here and there. he was quite nice saying there's no need to redo the math lesson as it was alright, just a little problem at the start at the lesson. what a relief. LA supervision lesson tomorrow. wish me good luck man. =\

okay. 1 more week to go. i can do it. i can do it. just chill. (: greg's shoulder is getting better so that's good. haha.

2008-01-13T18:52:00.000+08:00

everything that i do, reminds me of you

it was great catching up with val on friday and maine and landa yesterday. (:
mass today and then down to NUH to visit god-grandmother. Lord, please watch over her.
i miss greg a lot a lot but i'm glad he's alright and all in tekong. he injured his shoulder though. =\
i'm also glad that he calls me every night. short phone calls but i should be happy that i get to hear his voice every night.

2008-01-10T21:06:00.000+08:00

looking forward

25th Jan 25th Jan 25th Jan (:
greg called last night. i'm glad everything's alright there. hope today's physical will be alright too. jia you, dearest boyfriend! (:
val's place tomorrow and maine's place with landa on saturday. (:
thank you Lord for my family and wonderful and caring friends.

2008-01-09T17:20:00.000+08:00

it isn't easy to say goodbye

greg's in tekong already . ): i didn't know it would be so hard to say goodbye to him when he sent me home last night. we cried and cried so much. we've never been apart from each other for 2 entire weeks before. this is the first in our 42 months. i cried the whole night till this morning. slept for 2 hours, woke up and tears just kept falling down. this morning, my parents told me it's okay, don't worry, he'll be back soon. and daddy stayed home today to make sure i was alright. then sarah p told me it's a phase of life that God wants greg and i to go through and it's a challenge for us and i just have to hold on to God's strength and his graces. so, i've decided to just be strong and wait for the 2 weeks to be over. thanks to all who was there for me and comforted me in one way or another. really appreciate it yar?
i'll look forward to your calls every night.
i'll look forward to your booking out day.
i'll be praying for you and for us.

i'm looking out the window
where we sat to watch the stars
there's a chill within the air
it makes my heart long for your touch
you may be miles away
but as i kneel to pray

i see the same side of the moon
that we'll be looking on when the world turns blue
and know that time and space
can't come between me and you
we share the same side of the moon
and though you'll never see all my tears shine through
i know i can't be that far from you
if we're both looking on the same side of the moon

i picture you across the oceans
in your corner of the world
i pray the wind will blow my voice
and gently whisper in your ear

2008-01-06T17:32:00.000+08:00

i wanna hold your hand

greg and i watched across the universe yesterday. it's like such an emo show i refuse to watch it and i slept through some parts of the movie.
3 more days. ): rah. i wish i had magic and i can keep greg in my pocket. i've been meeting greg everyday except thursday. it's good but hard to get use to when he enlists this wednesday. =\ it's okay. i'll just try to pack schedule up with work and other stuffs. =\ 2 weeks is going to pass super fast, mel. chill chill chill.

back to doing assignments. it's like never ending. oh wells. =\

close your eyes and i'll kiss you
tomorrow i'll miss you

2007-12-30T18:41:00.000+08:00

ten more days

this sucks. i'm not prepared for it. ): wish they would just mail you a form and you tick whether you want to serve the nation or not. oh wells. i've got attachment next wednesday and i won't be able to send greg off. i pray i won't screw up my lesson plan that day. and i pray i won't flood singapore. the thought of greg enlisting on the 9th just keeps coming to my mind. i wish i can don't think about it and just chill and all. and just pretend that he's just going to school and just think "it's just 2 weeks without booking out of camp, mel. chill.". but i can't. first time in 42 months, i won't be in contact(besides the few minutes call he's gonna make to me hopefully every night.) with greg for 2 entire weeks. this sucks so bad. someone tell me what i should do. ):

i shall just pray for strength and faith and learn to be on my own.
maybe it wouldn't be so bad, mel.

2007-12-25T11:27:00.000+08:00

merry christmas

after midnight mass with greg, mummy and bryan. (:
merry christmas, everyone! ((:
greg's super tall isn't it. i didn't realise until like errrr... after we took the picture. lol. thanks for the lovely present, mr lim. ((: haha. went down to charles' place after midnight mass. it was fun but but but i was so sleepy, my eyes and brain were half dead. lol. reached home at like 4am plus. super sleepy but can't sleep anymore. oh wells.
dinner tonight with godpa and uncle paul's family. (:

2007-12-23T16:17:00.000+08:00

he's all i want

hoho. almost done with my chirstmas shopping. just a few more ppl. (:
caught alvin and the chipmunks yesterday with the most adorable greg. LOL. 5,6,7,8,9,10 thumbs up! ((:
it's raining! ((: rain rain rain today then hope it won't rain tmr! ((: christmas shopping and movie-ing continues tmr so hope it won't rain! i've been blessed with good weather whenever i go out for christmas shopping these few days. thanks to God. (((:
i've been really happy! must be the christmas season! hahaha. ((:
midnight mass tmr! then after midnight christmas party at charles'! then then then more lunch and dinner on christmas day and kanektas youth party on the 26th! oooooh... can't wait! (((:
merry christmas in advance, everyone. (:

can't be alone under the mistletoe
he's all i want in a big red bow

2007-12-18T20:45:00.000+08:00

friday friday

day at the botanical gardens
oh man. i'm missing greg so much. oh wells. come back soon. come back soon. i wish the cruise would u-turn back to singapore now. ):
i tried to pack these few days up so i won't feel so sad.
yesterday was dpip project at cher's house.
today was down to cck to sell off my off white skinnies and post out the long sleeve blouse. then back home to do some assignments and more online shopping.
down to maine's house tmr to have some girly talk and just spend some time together since we haven't seen each other since dinosaur years ago. i'm looking forward to tmr. (:
out with mummy and bro on thursday and then dinner with sarah p and val. (:
friday is the day greg comes back and i can't wait because he says he'll meet me after he reach singapore. (:
saturday will be another christmas shopping day and movie with greg. (:
sunday will be cg and helping out at the booth in church. (:

2007-12-16T15:33:00.000+08:00

come back soon

watched mr magorium's wonder emporium and christmas shopping with greg yesterday. nice show! i teared. so long since i teared in a show. lol. hmm. shopped so long only ended up with maine and landa's presents. lol. before the movie, i had like school trip to botanical gardens. haha. kinda had fun but was super rushed and sorry to myra, diy and sally! i shouldn't have yelled. =\
mass today and then helped out at the booth. went to collect greg's army specs after that! LOL. he look so ultra cute in it. heh heh. okay but i look yucky! haha. then went to buy bro's birthday cake! HAPPY BIRHTDAY, BRYAN! ((: love you to the mountain top.
greg's going on cruise tmr till thursday afternoon. sad. ): oh wells.

2007-12-12T20:01:00.000+08:00

RAH RAH RAH

i am so mega annoyed now. i shan't write anything about it. you may never know who reads this site. RAH RAH RAH. i prefer my previous attachment centre that's all i'm gonna say. RAH. this sucks. =\ diy... HELP. can i join you at your centre? oms. okay. whatever.

on a lighter note, mummy's gonna get me a new phone for christmas. and i received my parcels today. and tomorrow is a short day at school. k, done, bye.

2007-12-06T16:57:00.000+08:00

tis the season to be jolly

that's our playhouse! ((: ah gong made it for bro and i and store it with many many toys. how cool huh. wish i still had that.

i haven't been updating! too lazy!
LOL. everyone, go download skype! ((: myra, diy, cher, eileen and i were skyping during IT class. we were just sitting beside each other actually except eileen who was at the other side. hahaha. how fun. ((: saves money too. heh heh.
it's december already. so fast yar? oh wells. looking forward to christmas but christmas means coming of the end of the year and end of the year means january's coming and january means greg's enlistment. ): oh wells!
it has been rather rainy lately. not cool at all. i don't like it to rain when i'm not at home. eeeeks. rain = cab more = less money ):

2007-11-25T19:35:00.000+08:00

your love is the sweetest sin

HAVE FUN READING. haha. (:

2007-11-20T17:20:00.000+08:00

just like a star

ooooooh. yummy cupcakes yar? hahaha. ((:
it's so good that greg doesn't have any exams/sch work to bother him anymore. heh.
we went down to east coast park to enjoy the breeze, enjoy each other's company, eat and just chill today. (:
we talked a lot. it was kinda cool. and it's rather amazing that i can just tell him anything and everything and us being so open to each other. (:
christmas is coming and i'm kinda like excited and looking forward to it. haha. i've no idea why i'm excited, i'm just excited and in a christmas mood now. (:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SARAH P!!!! ((((: I LOVE YOU TO THE MOUNTAIN TOP!! ((:

2007-11-11T14:26:00.000+08:00

what's the best thing that ever happened to you

he's the best thing that has ever happened to me.

i'm having runny nose. i hate having runny nose. my nose is just like a running tap now. eeeks.
i've been watching house everyday! but still super mega slow because i'm not chiong-ing it. just taking my time to watch it.
yesterday's bbq with godpa's and uncle paul's family was kinda fun. love gathering like this. and i ate non stop from 7 to 930pm. i can't believe it. my uncles don't believe it either. oms. i've to stop eating like that or i'll become fat one day. =\ oh and there was this super fat chihuahua. it's kinda cute yet ugly. lol. fat body small head. haha.
greg and i watched the game plan yesterday! 10 thumbs up! super good show. really. (:
i realised my entries are getting more and more random each day. heh. oh wells.

2007-11-08T17:53:00.000+08:00

old times

OMGOODNESS!!! OMGOODNESS!! super not nice picture but i miss this group of friends.
i had a chat with both my dearest friends today on msn. landa and maine made my deepavali less boring. (:
today was stay home day to finish 2 of my assignments and i'm glad i finished it.
shopping online isn't very good i must say again. diy is kinda addicted to it already. right diyanah? haha!
maine gave me an idea of how i can control my spendings and online shoppings. heh heh. i shall try it! (:
greg is in the midst of his ib final year exams. not much time for me but i'm really happy he's doing fine for his papers.
mummy says no bulldog at home. oh wells! she says no one's at home 3/4s of the time so cannot.
i'm feeling rather bored. =\

2007-11-06T09:39:00.000+08:00

the way you make me feel

a picture from last week.
anyway, today's stay home day because there's no DPIP tutorial and we decided not to go for science so yeah, i'm at home trying to get some work done.
greg's having his math paper now and i hope he's doing alright. i can't wait till 16th Nov because that's greg's last paper.
i love my new 2008 diary/organiser! it's so colourful! (:
there's attachment tomorrow. i'm dreading it because i'm afraid i'ld screw up my language arts lesson. =\
it's so cold i'm sneezing like a mad cow.
okay, i should probably get myself to do some work because that's the reason why i'm not in school today.

if i could freeze a moment in my mind
the second that you touch your lips to mine
i'ld like to stop the clock
make time stand still
cause baby this is just the way
i always wanna feel

2007-10-29T19:35:00.000+08:00

my heart knows

school as usual today. let the pictures do the talking yar? (:

2007-10-25T17:03:00.000+08:00

If i could escape
And re-create a place as my own world
And i could be your favourite girl
Forever, perfectly together
Now tell me boy, now wouldn't be sweet?

2007-10-19T20:00:00.000+08:00

sweet kisses and comforting hugs

LMAO. that's a super oms picture of me. okay, anyway, IT'S FRIDAY! IT'S FRIDAY! ((:
HAPPY 40th MONTH, DUDE! (:
there's like a 5 hour break in between lessons today. good that greg's house is near school. ((:
LOL. mummy just dyed daddy's hair for him! heh. how cute.
it's saturday tomorrow!! ((: greg and i are gonna hunt for a new bikini for me. yay.
oh. we learnt some phonetic symbols today. oms. i can't believe we've to memorise them all. =\

2007-10-17T09:38:00.000+08:00

i can't replace

hoho. no practicum today! (: there's school later though. like for 2 hours. lol.
it was swimming yesterday with greg. we waited for the rain to stop. went down, after awhile, it started drizzling again. how very nice. =\ lol. greg played and sang your guardian angel to me. how very sweet. i was busy recording his live concert. LOL. i shan't post it. he'll probably come chasing after me. heh.
i received all my mails already. ((:
i can't wait till the alevels and ib exams end! i'm not the one taking the exams but after they are all over, i can spend more time with greg and and ben will be meeting up with us. and and and i can meet up with landa and maine too. ((: the happiness. (:

2007-10-13T20:09:00.000+08:00

you make everything alright

mr woodcock today with my tall man. negative 1, 2, 3, 4, 5 please. stupid show. waste our $9. lol. and when we ordered grilled chicken combo, they said they'll send it in to us after 15, 20 mins. it came when the show was about to end. wth right. but it's okay. greg makes everything okay. heh. (:

he say he's gonna sing "save tonight" to me the day before he enlist. i just heard it on esnips and i wanna cry already. )): look at the lyrics, ohmygoodness. =\

Go on and close the curtains
All we need is candlelight
You and me and a bottle of wine
Going to hold you tonight

We know I'm going away
How I wish....wish it weren't so
Take this wine & drink with me
Let's delay our misery

Save tonight
And fight the break of dawn
Come tomorrow
Tomorrow I'll be gone

There's a log on the fire
And it burns like me for you
Tomorrow comes with one desire
To take me away....it's true
It ain't easy to say goodbye
Darling please don't start cry
'Cause girl you know I've got to go
Lord I wish it wasn't so

Save tonight
And fight the break of dawn
Come tomorrow
Tomorrow I'll be gone

Tomorrow comes to take me away
I wish that I......that I could stay
Girl you know I've got to go
Lord I wish it wasn't so

Save tonight
And fight the break of dawn
Come tomorrow
Tomorrow I'll be gone....

2007-10-12T15:14:00.000+08:00

everything's blue in colour

greg's enlisting on 9th January. ): it's like super fast. 3 more months and bye to my tall man. ): and during that time, i'll probably be having my year 2 final exams and a long 2 months holiday. maine says not to worry, we'll go out together to shop to take away the sadness. remember to date me, maine. and landa too. i'll probably work during the 2 months vacation. most of you know how super dependent i am on greg so the first few weeks after he enlist, i'll probably be the saddest girl in the whole entire universe. ask me out as often as possible, girlies. i'll go out with any of you even if i'm super broke. thanks in advance.

i shouldn't feel sad now right. i'll try to be happy because i'm meeting my tall man tmr.

2007-10-11T15:03:00.000+08:00

it's cold, very cold

i love the song "fei ni mo shu" by ariel lin. it's like super nice. if i have a super super nice singing voice, i'd sing it to my tall man. LOL.

today's a very cold day. the rainy season's here! =\ but it's okay, i'm 95% prepared. hahaha. (:

my tall man's in school now. he must be feeling super cold because his classroom is air conditioned. too bad i can't go over to give you a big hug, dude.

i ate lunch in the childcare but i'm still super hungry. =\

today's my 2nd last day at work! i'm gonna miss the children. a whole lot because they are such adorable happy little people and i won't be used to not seeing them in the morning. especially my favourite number 1 wayne and favourite number 2 rayden and caden who just came to school last week. how nice if i can bring those 3 little ones home. LOL.

today's another random day. haha. (:

many people think that being a childcare/kindergarten teacher is an easy peasy job, like wash backside, feed them, change them, play with them can already. now, those who think like that please go bang your head against the wall or go ask the crocodile to open it's mouth for you to crawl in, thanks. being a childcare/kindergarten teacher is not an easy job at all. NOT AT ALL.

this holiday, i found out and learnt that childcare/kindergarten teachers have to have the passion and love for children to be able to stay happy in her job. if you don't have the passion for it, don't do it. please go find some other job. the children can feel it. i've an example but i think i better don't type it here. the children know if you really love and care for them. hitting and being rough with the children does not help at all. but if you talk to them nicely and mean what you say, they will understand and feel that you really do care. to be honest, i'm super bad at controlling the children. i can take 5 minutes to ask a nursery one girl to get her butt of the chair and to go upstairs for chinese. and the boys will still be running around the classroom even though i asked them not to do so. i've to catch one by one and talk to them firmly. it's super tiring. the teachers have to do work with the children and control the other children at the same time. sometimes, the children are so playful that the teachers end up not doing any work with them, which is not good because the children come to school to learn and socialise. when it's time to play, they can play. when it's time to learn, they don't play, they have to learn. but some children are so stubborn, they just wanna be playful and refuse to listen. you just feel like telling them, "okay, if you don't wanna learn, don't come to school. ask your mummy to keep you at home to play all day." but you just can't tell them that. it's not right for a teacher to tell the children that.

the teachers also have to plan lesson plans and change the classroom's decorations because the theme changes every time. planning a lesson plan is not as easy as you think it is. you've to meet the expectations of the principal, the parents and the children. you've to come out with a month's lesson plans and submit it to the principal/supervisor or whoever for approval. the teachers also have to research on the theme and change the classroom decorations. teachers also have to do observations on the children and submit their observations to the person-in-charge by a certain date.

childcare/kindergarten teachers are as stress as those doing accounts, business or whatsoever. different kinds of occupations have different kinds of things to be stress about and they have their own individual difficulty. it's not as easy as many people think it is. no occupation out there is easy.

k, thanks. no offense to anyone. (:

what a super long entry. hahaha.

2007-10-09T14:57:00.000+08:00

sweet little things

heh heh. today, i shall just type whatever that comes to my mind.
it's a super warm day today. you can probably cook an egg outdoor.

today's my 4th last day at work. YAY. (:

i miss my tall man. ):

i've been cabbing home from work since last wednesday. not good. =\ oh wells. blame the weather and my lack of patience.

i can bathe a million times a day because it's ultra mega warm. i love to bathe. haha. (:

i eat an apple everyday when i come home from somewhere. and i'll eat an apple again (if i remember) when i watch the 530pm channel 8 show. lol. an apple a day keeps to doctor away. 2 apples a day keeps the hospital far far away. heh heh.

i baked 22 cookies yesterday after work because i was bored. (:

i love rayden because he's such a happy boy. it's such a happy thing to see him playing with the elephant rocking thingy with his "bobo" (his stuff toy) when i reach the childcare every morning. he'll smile to anyone and anything. such a happy child. i pray my mel and greg juniors will be like that too. lol. (:

i love falling asleep in the bus with greg's arms around me. it's so safe and comfy, i don't want the bus ride to ever end.

i think i need to pack my wardrobe and shelves and my art stuffs.

i need to buy new stationeries for school next week.

i'm gonna play the italian job now because i'm beginning to get bored. haha.

bye.

2007-10-07T16:07:00.000+08:00

catch me when i fall

my day started super early today. at like 9am. it's early for a sunday.. but it was all worth it. went for mass then we had session! we haven't had session for like super long already and it was good to see sarah jane there. (: and today, we were suppose to like write a letter to the people in the ministry whom we find hard to get along with, or we just find them super annoying or something like that. so.. i wrote a letter to joanne. i told her i've no idea why i don't like her, i just don't like her. but i'll try to like get along with her in future. (i will try my best okay.) i said sorry for always being so annoying. we hugged after the washing of feet. so yeah.. i feel good now and super relaxed and ahh! i don't know how to describe how i feel but it's a good feeling. (:

i received my haviannas already and i'm all prepared for the monsoon season! kinda. hahaha.

greg shaved again. number 3. oh my son lah. back to short pokey hair days. lol. but it's kinda nice to feel his pokey hair. heh. (:

this week is gonna be my last week of work! (greg's last week of school. how nice. but he has to study for ib final year so yeah.. not much difference. lol.) school's starting and our timetable sucks like anything. we've 5 hours break on fridays. well done, timetable planner. we're all gonna die of boredom. we shall all go home and sleep then go back to school again. but we'll probably not want to wake up again to go back for a 2 hour child development tutorial. =\ mondays to thursdays are alright though. the day that i dislike most next semester - FRIDAYS. okay, we shall try to pon less classes next semester, girlies. ((: hahaha.

2007-10-05T15:44:00.000+08:00

TGIF

OMS, i'm so happy it's finally friday okay. i love weekends. (: next week's my last week of work! school's starting soon, dudes! i miss diy, myra and popo! and and and my classmates too!

the weather's been rather crazy. the monsoon season's coming. LOL. i remember every year, it'll rain almost everyday in november and december. so so so i finally got my brown haviannas slim! i'll open my mail box everyday until i receive it! ((: i'm gonna make full use of it during the rainy season. LOL. (:

i've a new love. twisties chipster hot and spicy! oooohlala! out of 5 days this week, i ate 4 packets of twisties chipster and 1 packet of calbee. heh heh heh. getting fat, mellie! i should stop eating all these unhealthy food soon. heh.

this is super random. i wish i could be with my tall man 24/7. dude, we should buy a house and live together. LOL. lalalalala. i'm going crazy in this super sauna weather. hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm...

k thanks bye. (:

2007-10-02T19:32:00.000+08:00

when the sun goes down

the weather has been really hot!!! watch tv also can perspire. oms. =\ i've like many ulcers on my tonsils. not cool. it's itchy and pain. ): and i've not been taking care of it. i just gobbled down calbee this afternoon and the new twisties chipster hot and spicy yesterday. well done, mellie, now it's getting worse. =\ oh wells.

i can't believe it. it's like the 2nd last week of work. how time flies right? school's gonna start soon! and it's like 4 weeks 3 days till greg's final year exam. how scary! study hard and jia you okay! ((: BIG HUG!

2007-09-30T17:29:00.000+08:00

mellie's happy day

greg and i watched the nanny diaries yesterday. we didn't watch balls of fury because greg heard it's not that nice. the nanny diaries quite alright. not a bad show to watch! (: they had like some technical problems in the control room or somewhere, and our movie started 20 minutes late. so the manager apologised and gave all of us there a bottle of mineral water each. and and and within one month, we just need to show our ticket to the counter and we get a free movie because of the technical problem. hahahahaha. YAY. (((:

so it was church canteen this morning. woke up 5 in the morning. oms, so early but it was fun packing mee siam and porridge and all! AND SARAH P AND VAL POPPED BY!!!!!!! haven't seen them for like super long already lo. heh. (: went down to greg's house to swim and tan at the same time because the sun was so good. haha. leonard joined us! we had like so much fun, i wouldn't wanna go back home if i didn't have dinner at home. oh wells. haha.

YAY. no work tomorrow because it's children's day. how happy! ((:

(that's like the moon this morning at 555am. LOL.)

2007-09-28T17:20:00.000+08:00

i know you know we know

past few days was ((((((((((((((((: meeting greg is like the happiest thing ever in the world. heh heh heh heh heh. don't wanna type the day by day happenings. i shall just summarise. LOL. so we swam and played water together, went the central together, went concourse to get children's day presents together, laughed and talked together, chilled at his house together, watching tv together, how wonderful. haha. (:

children's day celebrations today. and i got my september 9 days pay! ((: and monday's children's day so no work! ((: and i'm meeting greg to watch balls of fury tomorrow! ((:

(idiot, mess my hair!)

(favourite boy number 1)

(favourite boy number 2. heh.)

2007-09-24T16:42:00.000+08:00

if you're happy and you know

i got mooncakes from the principal today! (((: lotus, durian, chocolate and peanut butter snow skin mooncakes = love. hohoho. yummy yummy, fill my tummy! ((((((((:

weather's good today so i met greg to chill in the pool after work. heh heh. ate the mooncakes and played like little kids. how fun. he has holidays till thursday. i love it when he has holidays because we can meet almost everyday. ((((:

what a happy day. work didn't seem so boring and tiring today too. heh. ((:

2007-09-23T16:20:00.000+08:00

so good to be by your side

1. greg and i watched "I now pronounce you chuck and larry" yesterday. (:

2. flu bug's going away. YAY. (:

3. had lunch with the kanektas and confirmants this afternoon after mass. it's great to see them after so long. (:

4. dinner later on at greg's house. gonna play with sparklers and lanterns! YAY. ((:

5. work again tmr. now i can't wait for friday. wednesday also can because i'll be meeting greg.

6. i'll get $50 extra from bro every month now. YAY. get money for nothing. ((: and i shall try not to use it. hahaha.

2007-09-17T20:37:00.000+08:00

little wonders

YAY. the principal of the montessori i previously worked at called me up! back to work tomorrow, mellie! (: she's paying me $150 more than the last time and my working hours are from 830am-130pm. not bad eh. haha. better than staying at home to rot. (: lalala.

i'm thinking of giving tuition too. but but but i scared i'd be too lazy to go over to the child's house to give him/her tuition. LOL. so maybe i shall scrap this idea. hahaha. but but but giving tuition means extra kachings. hahaha. i shall think about it again. heh heh heh.

i love my new printer. LOL. super random. the more i see it, the more i like it. i've no idea why. hahahaha.

i can't wait for friday because it's the end of greg's misery for the time being (no more prelims). and and and i'd be meeting up with sarah p for dinner! ((:

2007-09-16T18:16:00.000+08:00

once upon a time

it was bro's POP and sharmine's birthday celebration yesterday. greg stayed over and went POP with mummy and i because daddy was still in the hospital. ((: glad that daddy could discharged yesterday afternoon after so many days. (: and sharmine's 3 years old already. how fast man. and andthe food at ah yi's house always so delicious. ((:
heh. i'd just upload some photos. too lazy to upload all. (:

today's pack my room day. lol. installed new printer. and yay. so proud of myself. i packed my room. haha. ((:

2007-09-11T23:10:00.000+08:00

just a second ago

i was just thinking about the mms you send earlier to cheer me up. and things were going through my mind. i think i love you a little too much, i hope you know you're the only one i love and want to be with for the next 100 years. 50 years down the road, i hope the hand that i will hold would be yours. i love you enough to let you call me funny names. i love you enough to let you tease me and make fun of me. i i love you enough to be so silly to wait for you at your house busstop for nearly 2 hours and end up not seeing you. i love thinking about us and what would become of us in future. i love thinking about greg and mel juniors and how they would look like and what their names would be. would they be as tall as their daddy? or would they be as short as their mummy? and now that you're having prelims, i wish i could take your exams for you because you're so stressed over them, but you're so smart, if i were to take your exams for you, you would probably fail. tell me what would i do if i one day i were to lose you. i have never loved someone as much as i love you. and i really thank God for you and i ask Him to bless and protect our relationship. (:

2007-09-09T20:11:00.001+08:00

another year older

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY LOVE. i love you. (:
lunch was good, company was good, everything was good, as usual. (:

bro's POP and sharmine's 3rd year old birthday celebration this coming saturday. how time flies.

daddy's been in the hospital for 6 days already. pray for him k. thanks everyone.

OH. and i'm so happy i saw sarah p today. haven't seen her since dinosaur years ago and i really miss her. val and tonia too man. catch up soon, babes. (:

i finished watching why why love like 4 days back. the ending's like not nice lah. don't like sad endings. oh wells.

2007-09-03T21:40:00.000+08:00

much fun and laughter

today's over-to-greg's-house day. went over to play because it's boring at home. lol. how bout marvel vs capcom is super addictive and super fun. playing it with greg makes it even more fun. heh heh. leonard was just sitting behind laughing. haha. what a lovely stay home day. weather was good, company was good, everything was good. (:

OH. i've to find a part time job soon to earn some extra kachings. (((:

i just realised, actually not just, but was just thinking how dependent i am on the people around me, especially greg and my family. it's like a good yet a bad thing. but i think being too dependent is not a good thing lah huh. boo. =\ this is like totally random. lol.

i was browsing through my pictures and i found a picture of greg's shirt. what a random picture. LOL.

2007-09-01T17:19:00.000+08:00

hello singapore

WHEE! tioman was super fun! ((: just that i miss greg quite a lot. how nice of mr tall man to surprise me yesterday night. didn't think that he would come over because we were gonna meet today. ((((: lol. anyway, it was really nice getting to know lina and lydia better. heh. ((: and the 8 of us played together, fished together, got drenched together, snorkelled together, blew bubbles, took pictures, trekked, laughed, and all together. how enjoyable. (: i'm kinda chaota and i've a lot of mosquito bites now, so, sorry karmila. don't wanna tan anymore. haha. another time okay. (:

thank you girlies, for the wonderful trip. (:

2007-08-23T19:53:00.000+08:00

i miss you so very very much.
how now moo moo cow.

2007-08-22T19:53:00.000+08:00

oh my pretty pretty boy

heh. spent the whole of yesterday and today watching smiling pasta. super nice show. everybody go watch it! haha. ((:

hmm. all the best to those having exams and those whose exams are around the corner. i will be praying for you all. (:

sar and val! meet up soon after my tioman trip okay? miss you, babes.

and to greg, study hard, don't be stress, don't be scared, don't feel so demoralised okay. I'll be here whenever you need me and God will always be with you too. (: this is your current favourite song, hope it speaks to you. (:
Who am I?
That the Lord of all the earth,
Would care to know my name,
Would care to feel my hurt.
Who am I?
That the bright and morning star,
Would choose to light the way,
For my ever wandering heart.

Not because of who I am,
But because of what you've done.
Not because of what I've done,
But because of who you are.

I am a flower quickly fading,
Here today and gone tomorrow,
A wave tossed in the ocean,
A vapor in the wind.
Still you hear me when I'm calling,
Lord, you catch me when I'm falling,
And you've told me who I am.
I am yours.
I am yours.

Who am I?
That the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love
And watch me rise again.
Who am I?
That the voice that calmed the sea,
Would call out through the rain,
And calm the storm in me.

I am yours.

Whom shall I fear?
Whom shall I fear?
'Cause I am yours.
I am yours.

2007-08-18T11:18:00.000+08:00

lala and momo

met up with weejia with landa and maine on tuesday before weejia left for america. take care, friend. we'll miss you loads. come back to visit us! ((:

wednesday was studying day at home but but but i got so bored, i went fajar to buy terrapins to play with. LOL.

lala's the female and momo's the male. (: they were both running on the floor. who say tortoises are slow creatures. they're like how fast please. lol. and they practically sleep throughout the day. only waking up for food. maybe it's the weather. i shall wake them up to exercise some time. hahaha.

thursday was another studying day.
yesterday was my cd2.1 paper. =\ how bout there's a 30 marks question that i don't know how to do at all. i can just go bang my head against the wall and die man. so depressing. oh wells. it's over. i shall study for dle. seeing greg in the evening made me happy again. had greg's cousin's birthday dinner at plaza market cafe. we caught the fireworks from where we were sitting!! YAY. (: didn't manage to take any pictures of the fireworks because i didn't bring my camera along. oh wells. it's okay. haha. (:

OMS, kinda like a long entry. hahaha. oh, suppose to go over to greg's house today to watch the first 2 bourne movies but i realised i've got a paper on monday and i can't just study only on sunday because i haven't even started. so it's stay home to study day again. ):

2007-08-13T14:57:00.000+08:00

a million stars

OMGOODNESS LAH. i didn't absorb anything that i was reading just now. my paper's on friday. mellie's quite dead. ):

okay, i shan't talk about yucky stuff. (:
♥ past few days have been great spending time with mr lim. ((: thursday to sunday. all the way man. how nice is that. hoho. (:
♥ studying yesterday was quite erm fruitful i guess. managed to read 2 chapters of my cd2.1 textbook. lol. come on, mellie, 6 more chapters to go plus lecture notes plus readings given plus DLE! =\
♥ greg's ioc today. he said it's okay. YAY. thank God. (:
♥ short outing with landa, maine and weejia before weejia leaves for america. haven't seen them since dinosaur years ago! so tomorrow's worth looking forward to. ((:

2007-08-09T22:07:00.000+08:00

with you by my side

1. HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE! (:

2. i had a pleasant surprise when i walked down the stairs from my house! (: rush hour 3 with greg today. it was full house man. 10, 20, 30 thumbs up! (:

3. we wanted to catch the fireworks. we went to marina and it was crowded like nobody's business and this stupid girl had to push me. i'd bishibaboom her if i had fallen. last time when we went to watch fireworks, i also got pushed by someone. rah. not cool. people were squeezing here and there. it was so yucky, we decided to go off. (: it's okay. we can catch fireworks another day. (:

4. walked home from bpp. i love nice slow walks home with mr lim. (:

5. i'm done with aw!!! lecturer said it's very well written when i went to take my draft from him yesterday. YAY. no more assignments! ((: oh, but there's like exams coming soon. mother of pearl. =\

2007-08-07T18:09:00.001+08:00

blah. ):

2007-08-04T14:47:00.000+08:00

a square yellow sea sponge

(: i finally went shopping! shopping with diy yesterday was err... quite alright. haha. i didn't buy the skinnies that i planned to buy. lol. lucky i say buy next week, diy. greg is gonna sponsor me. heh heh heh. (: met greg, melvin, cheryl edina and her friend for simpsons after that. (:

mellie's gonna receive mail soon! i love mails. YAY. ((:

BRO'S BACK! he's supposed to be confined but don't know why didn't get confined! YAY. ((:

i love weekends. ((:

2007-08-01T10:58:00.000+08:00

would you

my left eye is red. woke up, look into the mirror, AHH, why red why red, sore eye.
i was suppose to go out with diy today but can't go out now because my mummy says i can't. she say later my eyes become even redder. =\

would you let me fall?
would you stand up with me forever?
would you be there for me through it all, even if saving me sends you to heaven?

2007-07-31T23:08:00.000+08:00

i wish

do you know how i feel?
do you know how much i miss talking to you, being with you?
i wish you knew..

2007-07-31T16:23:00.000+08:00

when i see your smile

greg got selected into commandos. someone tell me if i should be happy. i'm quite proud of him but not feeling exactly happy. =\

on a lighter note,
1. we handed in our dle playground assignment today.

2. i did 1000 words for my aw essay already and i'm left with 500 more words.

3. there's no school tomorrow, only 1 hour of attachment.

4. i bought 1 packet of durian when i walked past the pasar malam opposite fajar. i love durians. it kinda relieves stress. my stress. i'm not sure about others.

2007-07-27T23:35:00.000+08:00

your loving hands

i can't get to sleep. i've no idea why. maybe just getting a little stress over the last 2 assignments. aw is how yucky . i'm still stuck with 700 words. oms.

bro came home already. booking in again on sunday. he looks so tan now. army's tough. training's tough too man. =\

all the best for tomorrow, maine! sorry, i won't be able to go down to support you. i'd still be supporting you! i'd be your loyal fan, k! (:

Tonight i've fallen and i can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night i miss you
I can just look up
and know the stars are
holdin' you, holdin' you, holdin' you tonight

2007-07-26T22:44:00.000+08:00

mary had a little lamb

many assignments down, 2 more to go. we're gonna hand in our 35 page math assignment tomorrow and we'll be left with 2 more - AW & DLE. =\

diy and i went to dairy farm estate to take pictures of the playground there. diy left after we finished taking the pictures and playing with the little 11 month old cute pretty girl. i went up to greg's to have dinner and to watch tv.

i just finished inserting all the pictures we took at the playground into the ppt slides and doing some strength and weaknesses of the playground. i did it so we wouldn't have so much to do on monday after school.

tagged by landa.
Each player of this game starts off with TEN weird things or habits or little known facts about yourself. People who get tagged must write in a blog of their own TEN weird things/habits/little known facts as well as state this rule clearly. At the end you must choose SIX people to be tagged and list their names. NO TAG BACKS, THANKS.

1. i hate cheese. i don't like touching it, smelling it, eating it.
2. sometimes, i like to say "let's chop him/her up into pieces and feed him/her to the crocodiles."
3. i get hungry really easily.
4. i sleep with many things around me. (my big dog, bear, small dog, fimbles, star, big bolster, small bolster on my left, side table on my right.) there are more soft toys on my bed actually, but i kept it in a box because my mummy complained that my bed is becoming a zoo.
5. i've to switch on the radio every night before i sleep.
6. i'm afraid of the very very dark.
7. i'm very very dependent on mr tall man. which is not a good thing.
8. i'm using a spongebob water bottle now.
9. i enjoy listening and watching "100 favourite toddler tunes & rhymes". (e.g. mary had a little lamb, little boy blue...)
10. my sleeping time used to be 9pm. it's getting later nowadays.

okay.. errr... i really don't know who should do this. maybe anyone who is feeling bored like me can do it. lol.